31.10.07

Good girl

I am a good girl again today,
I went to the library to study since 11am,
then I went out for lunch with Mei Mei a little while,
I continue studying at 1pm.
I then "stick" with the chair for 4 hours without going anywhere,
I just sat there and read read read,
I spent 75% of my time day dreaming instead of really reading the book!
I look around the study room,
I think about what to eat tonight,
I think about what to eat tomorrow,
I think about what to do tomorrow.
I mean can you imagine a hyperactive child like me sticking with the chair for 4 hours consecutively without leaving the chair?
I seriously can't imagine!
You know I have ADHD,
I just can't sit there and study without wandering off...

Having a study break and seeing my friends studying for finals really freak me out,
I am a last minute student who study last minute,
I tend to forget everything that I've studied if I prepare early,
I tend to be more anxious and panic if I prepare early too.
I prefer studying at the very last minute so that I won't think about anything else,
just like my last semester at HELP,
14 lectures week follow by final exams without a study break,
I had 5 exams in 4 consecutive days,
and I had my very last assignment handed up on week 14,
just 3 days before the final exams start.
Cool!
I really don't remember how was I able to survive and guess what?
The results I've got were actually the best among all semesters!
Pround!
Don't ask me now,
I really don't remember how did I do that.

Finals could you leave me alone?!

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