Angel vs Evil

Last time when my CEO gave us a speech,
I really felt that he must have taken some kind of Organisation Psychology courses,
he knows something about psychology.
My assumption is proven correct today as I found out that my CEO's wife is a psychology graduate,
he must have learned something from his wife!
He knows stress management,
he knows conditioning,
he knows how to keep us working for him!
He is such a great person that I don't mind working for him,
but besides him,
there is no way I will work long for this company,
no way.

I still need time to observe and determine who's angel, who's evil!

犯贱

是我们把男生宠坏了？
还是我们早已习以为常？
在西方国家里男生对女生大都会表现得彬彬有礼，很绅士。
例如：开门，拉椅子，让女生先走 etc。。。
看似很微小的事情，
男生都会替女生“打点”。
外国女生或许从小就习惯了男生的“礼貌”，
对于男生的“小动作”并不会觉得什么。
可是我这个“山芭女”就会觉得很窝心！
我第一天踏出Adelaide机场的时候来载我的uncle就帮我开车门！
顿时我觉得很paise。。。
还有还有，
我那个“鬼鬼底”的华人CEO，
会帮我们这种小职员开门咧！
在袋鼠国常常有男生绅士的举动我也会感到不好意思咧！
回到来猪国，
就觉得这里的男生都很大男人，
不帮女生就不说了，
反而希望女生以“man power”帮忙他们，
果真他X的猪！
可是horr，
今天我去service 我的车的时候，
负责我的车的“郭富城”就很腼腆的表现他的绅士，
搞到我很paise咧。
看到他酱腼腆我真的很不好意思接受他的绅士，
可是过后想想“他可能希望我在survey里给他高分数，让他的report好看一点”，
哦。。。
有可能！
不管他的目的是什么，
还是真的是绅士，
我衷心的不希望男生为我开车门啊什么的！
我还是习惯了所有事情由我自己一脚踢！

所以，
不是我们把男生宠坏了，
也不是我们早已习以为常，
只是我犯贱！

是非人

来说是非者，便是是非人!
这句话说得很有道理，
我慢慢的观察，
我不要笨笨的只听一两个人的说法，
我要睁大眼睛看清楚，
到底，
谁才是是非人！
Office真的很不简单。。。

私は退屈を感じる

An "example" of what I do when I am super bored...

私は日本語を勉強したい

Ready to speed and fly

I am kinda free in the office sometimes as there's no "business" coming in,
so how do I spend my free time?
please refer to my previous post.
Other than those what else do I do?
Ha ha!
guess what?
I submitted an application form for joining a female car racing team (an international one)!
Wuahahaha,
I am getting closer to Kimi,
and my dream is sort of like coming true!
But sadly,
when I am filling in the form,
I see a question asking that “can you drive a manual?”
Oh crap!
I can’t!
Means?
Not qualify at all?
SH*T!!!!
I don’t care,
I just submit the form anyhow,
want to read how did I answer?
Let’s see…

***
Why should you be one of the Red Bull Rookies? (not more than 100 words)
I love driving and I always like to take challenges. Although I can't drive a manual, I believe I can handle a manual car well if I am proper guided. Car racing is not only about speed but mind, skills, and techniques. I believe in my driving skills and I am mentally ready for car racing.
***

Don’t ask me anything about my answer,
it is just an “answer”.

Then I continue surfing the net,
and I found the application form for joining this TV contest from Astro call “Ready to Fly”,
ha ha ha
another good one!
Let’s fill the form up!
The question was “where is your dream destination and why?”
My answer was
My dream destination is Japan because I'd like to experience Japan in person after hearing people’s comments on their trip there. Also, I'd like to experience Japan's technology as Japan is one of the well developed countries in the world. Besides technology, I'd like to taste any Japanese food. The only way to get authentic taste of Japan is to taste the food in person. Although travelling in Japan cost a lot, I believe the experience will be 'once in a life time', I shouldn't miss any chance of visiting Japan.

Again,
don’t ask anything about my answer,
it is just an “answer”!

Okay,
my day is ended after filling these forms,
time to go home,
what an easy day!

cheers

I am usually free early in the morning,
why?
Jobs are not assigned,
clients have not replied.
I usually have boring morning doing nothing but surfing the net,
what do I do besides this?
I chat with Ming and PK!
I am just too bored early in the morning and I so need to do something to keep myself awake!
I really feel sleepy when I have got nothing better to do.
Ming and PK have became my "morning tea".
CHEERS!
To the 7 Prosperities!

Amgong and kok kok gai

It's Ming's birthday!
Guess what she's said to celebrate?!
Amgong and kok kok gai!
hahaha....
Don't understand?
It's between me and she,
you don't have to know.
Anyhow,
Ming,
amgong and kok kok gai were super GOOD one!

~~~LAUGH~~~

wabisi
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

S.N.I.F.F

I am not too sure since when 2 members of the 7 prosperities became this "8",
probably because of they are so in love with their boy friends,
and they start wanting everyone to be "in love" with someone.
There is one topic that they will never forget to mention recently when we meet up,
that is "do you WANT a boy friend?"
followed by the question is "I can introduce some guys to you".
Can you imagine at the age of 22,
they start thinking of "blind dating"!
One possible reason is that,
if I am not committed (to a relationship),
they will be bothered by me most of the time,
and that bother their time with their boy friends!
Well,
my dearest friends,
please forget about me and refer to my previous post,
I am energy-less,
please feel free to stick with your boy friend,
I am just someone out of no where...

Sniff Sniff Sniff Sniff...
I am abandoned!

Energy

My energy is like all gone after working life has started,
I've no energy to go shopping,
I am lazy to go out for movies,
I just don't want to do anything!
I always stay at home with my all time "best friend"-TV,
You know this "energy" thingy is very important,
once you've lost it,
it can hardly be met again.
To keep myself always with energy,
I try to make myself commit to any activities during weekend.
For example,
keep telling myself that I should go out for few breathes.
But guess what?
I always ended up staying at home watching tv or taking nap.
Amusing!

Truth

People always say that "the lesser you know, the better your life".
It means something like "try to avoid knowing the truth",
why so?
the lesser you know,
the least pain you feel.
I totally understand where do those people stand,
I really think that I will be happier if I know lesser about the truth,
at least I won't be doubting my conscience!
Although I am not directly involved,
I really feel the "sorriness"!

I pray for those who have made the mistake,
pray that their conscience come back quickly!

Walao EH!

Special thanks to Miss Grace Yap Hui Ming,
for doing this,
for doing this with my old picture.
I know you wanna surprise me,
but I don't mind you asking for my latest picture.
Terima Kasih banyak banyak.

To all,
please refer to Grace's blog for another SHOCK!!!

Malaysia

HOLY SHIT!!!
I was to meet PK and Pei for crab last night after work,
to avoid bad traffic and to get to Manjalara by 6.30pm,
I went through 4 tolls for RM6.20!
~~SMART->Kerinchi->Sprint->LDP~~
I left my office at 5.35pm and I reached PK's office at 6.40pm,
it seems like 4 tolls did not make any difference,
but I can assure you,
I will reach Majalara at about 7pm or later if I were to travel by another direction with 2 tolls.
This is KL,
this is Malaysia,
toll = money = jam.

"nightmare"

I had a dream,
some sort of "nightmare".
******
I was back in high school time and I was about to attend the final exam,
I looked at the paper and I have totally no clue about the answers,
I did not study at all,
it was science.
The most funniest thing was that,
I don't even have a single stationery,
not even one!
******
I told 3 of the prosperities about this dream,
they laughed at me and said "how could you have an exam dream when you are working already?"
Ya,
how could I?

I am here

I don't know why it comes to me,
I don't know how to react,
I don't know what to answer.
It is chaotic,
and I have no rights to say anything,
putting my feet in is like accelerating the mess,
I know I should give my helping hands,
but anyhow I am just a third party that stand outside the circle,
I will definitely standing by her side,
the only way to help him is pretending like I don't know anything and reply nothing.

你啊，
就是你，
不要望左望右！
万大事有我ok？
需要我就call我，
4000块不是白拿的！
不用担心！
我在！

phobia

KL-Putrajaya Highway是我每一天上下班的路线，
自从通车以来，
我的生活可以说是离不开这条highway。
之前要回Adelaide的时候,
这条highway带我去机场，
而我的心情真的是“非笔墨所能形容”，
又要离开家了！
现在这条highway带我上班，下班，
我的心情也还是“非笔墨所能形容”！
每过一次toll就少了块半，
真的只是wave两下，
我的touch n’ go就少了两分“肉”！

说真的，
对于这条highway我有些许的恐惧感，
只要一过了Sri Petaling往Putrajaya的方向我就会“毛骨悚然”，
有点像是“我要回Adelaide了”！
哎。。。
phobia 。。。

Aussie

It’s spring in Adelaide,
the weather is getting better and warmer,
it’s about 20 degrees almost everyday,
the best weather to walk around!
Hmmm….
I start missing Adelaide,
King William Street,
Pulteney Street,
Rundle Mall,
Pancake house,
and most importantly,
Haigh’s chocolate.

Good weather makes me think of Adelaide.

hope and wish

We are walking separately,
we don’t walk together anymore,
we start experiencing different life,
our steps are getting away,
we try to live like what we used to,
but changes have occurred.
We compromise,
we tolerate,
but the way is getting harder.
I really hope that things will never change,
but that is just a “hope”,
when we are working on it,
we find that a “hope” will slowly becomes a “wish”.

I hope that I am not thinking too much.

Thanks for your concerns!

My mum has got many “over concerns” from friends and relatives ever since I’ve got back,
that is annoying because they are ignorant and tend to take things for granted.
For example,
“why don’t your daughter stay in Adelaide?”
“isn’t Australia good?”
“why don’t she works there?”
“she does not intend to get PR there?”
“my so and so is working there after graduation and is not coming back. Why don’t your daughter just work there and don’t come back?”

I assure you that those questions are only part of the “questionnaire”,
I have totally no idea about why are those aunties and uncles so concern about me on this,
I mean,
this is my life and it has nothing to do with you,
I can choose whatever paths that I want to take,
don’t harass my mum with these questions that have nothing to do with you.
Why must everyone who has gone overseas stay over after graduation?
If you are that desperate wanting your children to stay overseas please born them overseas but not here in Malaysia,
that would make their life easier without trying to get PR or whatsoever to stay overseas.

Come on la people,
we have only one moon,
moon overseas is not rounder, bigger and brighter!

living

I see many significant buildings in KL each morning when I drive to work,
most of the time the buildings are blocked by fog,
I don't know whether it's the cause of haze from Indonesia,
or it's simply because of the morning fog,
the whole KL looks blur.
Along with me I have my all time favourite "got cha" from Hitz.fm,
and now I have some kinda "got cha" from My fm,
they are just "functioning" as my morning amuser to cheer me up from the boredom of super duper bad traffic.
You know traffic is always the thing that makes me feel so bad,
makes me show my anger and tantrum,
I can't imagine I will have this kinda life for at least the next 6 months.
One more thing,
if rain falls right before the critical period and retain during the period,
great,
I'm not gonna to get home early.

GOSH,
where am I living?

coffee or starbucks?

There is a coffee machine in office's pantry,
I wanted to try it since a few days ago but I just don't know how to operate it,
so happen today I have very huge "urge"????!!! for coffee,
I decided to ask.
My question was answered by the marketing guy,
he opened up the cupboard and pointed to me,
"this 2 boxes are usually for CEO and clients, you may try it once in awhile, but usually normal staff will have nescafe."
I was like "wow, CEO's coffeee!"
Okay,
I won't touch anything.
Then the marketing guy continue,
"to operate this coffee machine you need the 2 boxes for CEO."
Okay,
that means,
I will never have a chance to use the machine.
"Since you are new here, you can try one." The marketing guy continue.
Then he showed me how to operate the machine and made me 1 cup of coffee.
You know what?
boss,
sorry la,
I don't mean to drink your coffee,
so happen that I ask and he makes it for me,
I have no bad intention,
no,
I have only "urge" for coffee (or maybe I should say Starbucks)?

如果

我们一生人会说多少“如果”？
我们通常在什么时候，场合说“如果”？
有许多“如果”是我们可以避免的，
也有不少“如果”是我们可以事先达成的，
只是我们往往自视过高，
忽略了“如果”所带来的后果。
然后我们开始“如果”这，“如果”那，
后续发展就是“赖”，
问题根本就一直延伸下去。

或许有些时候有些“如果”是身不由己的，
只是我们要如何去化解，
有些人是化解高手，
有些人只会怨天尤人，
到头来大家有没有发现我们都是“如果”动物？
我们没有可能不“如果”？