Sometimes it is just a single word or an adjective,
and it touches your heart impactfully!
It makes you feel that you are in love,
it makes you think that this person knows you,
it makes you imagine that you will be walking the rest of your life with this person.
Just one word or an adjective that best describes you,
and you heart is conquered!
就因为他说我是个小女人！
30.3.09
27.3.09
有危才有机
Sometimes I just want to give up,
I can't foresee any improvements,
I can't foresee any opportunities,
I wanted to quit!
Then the changes come,
my heart voiced out "just give it another try!",
and I listened,
I don't know whether this time I have made a correct decision,
but at least I tried.
I try to give it and myself a second chance,
if things just don't turn out the way,
I will then quit!
Emm!
Yes,
just make it this way!
I can't foresee any improvements,
I can't foresee any opportunities,
I wanted to quit!
Then the changes come,
my heart voiced out "just give it another try!",
and I listened,
I don't know whether this time I have made a correct decision,
but at least I tried.
I try to give it and myself a second chance,
if things just don't turn out the way,
I will then quit!
Emm!
Yes,
just make it this way!
26.3.09
牛精
PK说：“你是时候把satu orang oriented换成dua orang oriented！”
我也想，
只不过，
当你习惯了一个人的生活，
你根本很难去享受两个人的生活。
你根本不懂得怎样去迁就别人，
你根本忘了什么是退一步海阔天空。
两个人的相处本来就是很高深的学问，
更何况我是个“牛精”，
只有别人迁就我，
我就是中心！
最重要的是，
你根本忘记了喜欢一个人是怎样的，
最令人气馁的是，
你根本连自己的心也搞不清楚!
你的心发出了声音，
而你却怀疑自己“心声”的真实性，
到底哪一句是真的？
到底“心声”是真的吗？
还是一时错觉？
我也很希望dua orang oriented，
但就是没有人选，
没看上眼的。
就算是顺眼的，
也还有很多“side excuses”把人选都删除。
就连我妹也说：“你每次挑剔别人，看你以后找到个怎样的人！”
呵呵。。。
我也很想知道，
我也在等戏看，
反正我也还没到怕自己嫁不去的年龄 :P。
我也想，
只不过，
当你习惯了一个人的生活，
你根本很难去享受两个人的生活。
你根本不懂得怎样去迁就别人，
你根本忘了什么是退一步海阔天空。
两个人的相处本来就是很高深的学问，
更何况我是个“牛精”，
只有别人迁就我，
我就是中心！
最重要的是，
你根本忘记了喜欢一个人是怎样的，
最令人气馁的是，
你根本连自己的心也搞不清楚!
你的心发出了声音，
而你却怀疑自己“心声”的真实性，
到底哪一句是真的？
到底“心声”是真的吗？
还是一时错觉？
我也很希望dua orang oriented，
但就是没有人选，
没看上眼的。
就算是顺眼的，
也还有很多“side excuses”把人选都删除。
就连我妹也说：“你每次挑剔别人，看你以后找到个怎样的人！”
呵呵。。。
我也很想知道，
我也在等戏看，
反正我也还没到怕自己嫁不去的年龄 :P。
24.3.09
Marry had a little lamb
话说PK想嫁想疯了。。。
今天我一如往常的跟她google chat，
她对我唱：“Marry had a little lamb~~~”
找出来问题在哪里吗？
找不出来就去撞墙！
对了，
远在袋鼠国的柒富贵们，
望梅止渴吧！
一片杯盘狼藉~~~
今天我一如往常的跟她google chat，
她对我唱：“Marry had a little lamb~~~”
找出来问题在哪里吗？
找不出来就去撞墙！
对了，
远在袋鼠国的柒富贵们，
望梅止渴吧！
一片杯盘狼藉~~~
Yummy yummy!
19.3.09
oriented
我上班时间是可以很光明正大的on MSN，
而PK却不，
她公司的IT department每天尽一切办法block了所有能够“对外连接”的方法，
所以她也尽一切的努力和办法是要跟我在上班无聊时聊天。
而最后，
我们的阵地从MSN转倒了Google mail。
今天当我们又在“闲话家常”的时候，
PK说：“我是love oriented。”
“而banker则是brand oriented。”
“酱我咧？”我问。
“你是satu orang oriented。”
“臭鸡蛋是slow oriented。”
“公主是暗恋 oriented。”
“慧铭是流浪 oriented。”
报告完毕，
投诉请找陈太。
而PK却不，
她公司的IT department每天尽一切办法block了所有能够“对外连接”的方法，
所以她也尽一切的努力和办法是要跟我在上班无聊时聊天。
而最后，
我们的阵地从MSN转倒了Google mail。
今天当我们又在“闲话家常”的时候，
PK说：“我是love oriented。”
“而banker则是brand oriented。”
“酱我咧？”我问。
“你是satu orang oriented。”
“臭鸡蛋是slow oriented。”
“公主是暗恋 oriented。”
“慧铭是流浪 oriented。”
报告完毕，
投诉请找陈太。
18.3.09
16.3.09
Move it!
I gotta move on,
I gotta let go everything,
I gotta "refresh" myself for a better life.
It's always very hard to carry on when you are trying hard to stop yourself from doing something,
but you have to keep trying,
maybe one day after ages of trying,
we will just be free,
we will just walk out from the haze.
I just need to be persistent!
I gotta let go everything,
I gotta "refresh" myself for a better life.
It's always very hard to carry on when you are trying hard to stop yourself from doing something,
but you have to keep trying,
maybe one day after ages of trying,
we will just be free,
we will just walk out from the haze.
I just need to be persistent!
14.3.09
Harajuku Lovers
Never under estimate women's buying behaviour!
I was just passing by the fragrance counter and my sister pointed this to me,
"look! it's very cute!"
This is a fragrance collection from Gwen Stefani,
not sure how long have them been released,
but these 5 little bottles are just too cute to resist.
So I bought this...
This is called "baby",
and my sister says that it smells like baby too!
Only when the "prosperities" are back in the Aussie land I have my spare money to spend!
I was just passing by the fragrance counter and my sister pointed this to me,
"look! it's very cute!"
This is a fragrance collection from Gwen Stefani,
not sure how long have them been released,
but these 5 little bottles are just too cute to resist.
So I bought this...
This is called "baby",and my sister says that it smells like baby too!
Only when the "prosperities" are back in the Aussie land I have my spare money to spend!
12.3.09
Sometimes love ain't enough
At once I kinda like forgotten what's the feeling of "falling in love",
I wanted to listen to my heart,
but it can't seem to guide me.
I tried to find another way out,
but I walked myself to a maze that I can't even walk out.
I can't even believe in or listen to my heart and feeling!
It's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust!
I wanted to listen to my heart,
but it can't seem to guide me.
I tried to find another way out,
but I walked myself to a maze that I can't even walk out.
I can't even believe in or listen to my heart and feeling!
It's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust!
11.3.09
Total mess
Everything seems to be very unclear now,
it's chaotic!
Career, studies, and relationships,
what I gonna do next?
which is my priority?
am I able to handle all at once?
Certainties!
I need certainties!
Or should I just leave them there and let go,
then everything's gonna be alright?
What now?!
it's chaotic!
Career, studies, and relationships,
what I gonna do next?
which is my priority?
am I able to handle all at once?
Certainties!
I need certainties!
Or should I just leave them there and let go,
then everything's gonna be alright?
What now?!
10.3.09
Say Hello to Anuwat
Hello everyone!
Meet Anuwat,
my adopted son.
He is Thai,
5 years old,
studying in kindergarten,
he is abandoned by both his parents and is living with his grandparents.
He is living in one of the cities that is still under rebuilding after tsunami,
and the city is actually the slowest among all the cities that are under rebuilding.
Poor boy,
but yet very cute,
I hope to see him growing as my own child!
Welcome Anuwat!
6.3.09
Who am I?!
Did a personality test,
and the result shows...
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
I found this quite accurate.
Check it out on http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
and the result shows...
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
I found this quite accurate.
Check it out on http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
5.3.09
保险
两个容易受伤的女人,
两个欲哭无泪的女人。
一个坚信爱要越挫越勇，
一个却认为爱过一次元气大伤。
虽然观念截然不同，
却各自为爱黯然神伤。
他问：“爱情可以投保吗？”
就算可以我也不会投保，
保险赔偿的根本就不及损失的万分之一。
虽说保险根本只赔偿损失，
但是爱情，
我们损失什么？
保险所能够赔偿的又是什么？
再多的金钱根本也补偿不了什么，
再加上所付出的保费，
充其量也只是把钱扔进“咸水海”！
大家常问：“爱情有没有保障？”
唯有相信自己才是保障！
我们都从历史的教训中学习，
但我们都不曾从历史的教训中学乖，
不然又怎么一次又一次的受伤？
两个欲哭无泪的女人。
一个坚信爱要越挫越勇，
一个却认为爱过一次元气大伤。
虽然观念截然不同，
却各自为爱黯然神伤。
他问：“爱情可以投保吗？”
就算可以我也不会投保，
保险赔偿的根本就不及损失的万分之一。
虽说保险根本只赔偿损失，
但是爱情，
我们损失什么？
保险所能够赔偿的又是什么？
再多的金钱根本也补偿不了什么，
再加上所付出的保费，
充其量也只是把钱扔进“咸水海”！
大家常问：“爱情有没有保障？”
唯有相信自己才是保障！
我们都从历史的教训中学习，
但我们都不曾从历史的教训中学乖，
不然又怎么一次又一次的受伤？
4.3.09
内伤
原来还没完全放下，
原来还会难过，
原来还是会痛不欲生。
就因为太理智，
就因为很清楚了解，
就因为压抑着，
就因为掩饰的很好，
所以躺在床上辗转难眠。
放开手，
敞开心胸，
还是没办法，
还是无法释怀。
想随着岁月沉淀，
一转眼5年，
却犹如风湿病患每逢下雨夜必定定时定侯发作。
那是个被胶布封贴的伤口，
不得撕开，
不知道什么时候会痊愈，
不得查看，
否则再度拉伤伤口，
或形成内伤。
表面上毫无痕迹，
只要轻轻一按，
刻骨又铭心！
爱要越挫越勇
爱要肯定执着
每一个单身的人得看透
想爱就别怕伤痛
找一个最爱的深爱的想爱的亲爱的人来告别单身
一个多情的痴情的绝情的无情的人来给我伤痕
（林志炫 - 单身情歌）
我只有一颗心，
可以多潇洒？
怪不得下一个天堂还不是时候出现，
即使出现了我也无法开怀，
总是会被太多的思考阻扰。
自己根本还没准备好，
怎么展开新旅程？
若真的需要6年来准备，
现在只剩下最后的1年。
强求不来，
也找不到适合的未来。
真的可以吗？
真的没有问题吗？
真的能够放下一切吗？
真的能面带微笑迎向太阳吗？
原来还会难过，
原来还是会痛不欲生。
就因为太理智，
就因为很清楚了解，
就因为压抑着，
就因为掩饰的很好，
所以躺在床上辗转难眠。
放开手，
敞开心胸，
还是没办法，
还是无法释怀。
想随着岁月沉淀，
一转眼5年，
却犹如风湿病患每逢下雨夜必定定时定侯发作。
那是个被胶布封贴的伤口，
不得撕开，
不知道什么时候会痊愈，
不得查看，
否则再度拉伤伤口，
或形成内伤。
表面上毫无痕迹，
只要轻轻一按，
刻骨又铭心！
爱要越挫越勇
爱要肯定执着
每一个单身的人得看透
想爱就别怕伤痛
找一个最爱的深爱的想爱的亲爱的人来告别单身
一个多情的痴情的绝情的无情的人来给我伤痕
（林志炫 - 单身情歌）
我只有一颗心，
可以多潇洒？
怪不得下一个天堂还不是时候出现，
即使出现了我也无法开怀，
总是会被太多的思考阻扰。
自己根本还没准备好，
怎么展开新旅程？
若真的需要6年来准备，
现在只剩下最后的1年。
强求不来，
也找不到适合的未来。
真的可以吗？
真的没有问题吗？
真的能够放下一切吗？
真的能面带微笑迎向太阳吗？
1.3.09
我会好好的
最近发了两个梦，
梦里分别出现了两个很令人惊讶的人。
第一个梦，
E出现了，
吓了一跳，
于是第二天我便于他联络了。
第二个梦，
K出现了，
下了很大一跳。
不知过了多久，
他再次出现在我梦里，
没有预兆！
也忘了他是怎么出现的，
只记得我一直哭，
反正我梦里就是他出现而我则不停的哭，
而且感觉心好痛，
那种感觉和现实一模一样！
那些许久未出现过的感觉，
也不应该再出现了。
你知道有时感觉这种抽象的情绪真的“有理说不清”，
不是当事人的真的很难明白。
究竟在为什么而伤感，
怎么也说不出个所以然来。
这几天也变得有些郁闷，
只想找人谈谈天。
过后我就会好好的，
很好很好的。
嗯！
梦里分别出现了两个很令人惊讶的人。
第一个梦，
E出现了，
吓了一跳，
于是第二天我便于他联络了。
第二个梦，
K出现了，
下了很大一跳。
不知过了多久，
他再次出现在我梦里，
没有预兆！
也忘了他是怎么出现的，
只记得我一直哭，
反正我梦里就是他出现而我则不停的哭，
而且感觉心好痛，
那种感觉和现实一模一样！
那些许久未出现过的感觉，
也不应该再出现了。
你知道有时感觉这种抽象的情绪真的“有理说不清”，
不是当事人的真的很难明白。
究竟在为什么而伤感，
怎么也说不出个所以然来。
这几天也变得有些郁闷，
只想找人谈谈天。
过后我就会好好的，
很好很好的。
嗯！
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