dream

I keep thinking about you since last Friday,
after Joshua singing Eason Chan's "lonely christmas".
All memories start popping up,
Christmas & non-Christmas memories,
those that I thought I already forgotten,
but they were just burried deeply in my heard,
they can be easily awakened by a key,
a key that can lead me to the memories.
Then I dream about you,
we were on a car going to somewhere which does not exist in the real world,
that's the only thing I remember.
I did not celebrate Christmas before I met you,
I did not even celebrate Christmas after I met you,
I celebrated Christmas only on the year that you were here.
It was your idea about celebrating Christmas,
then what?
Christmas is just an ordinary day for me!

Please let those memories fade and get out of my heard,
I don't want to remember it,
I don't want it to pop out when something "accidentally" open it,
I just want a brand new life without you,
I just want my life to be free from you.
I don't want you!