Drunk

Elle went home 6.30 this morning,
I woke up just to say goodbye to her,
hope that she is fine.
I started feeling sad yesterday,
somehow our relationship grow secretly,
and I realise the invisible relationship between us just right before she is leaving.
The day that we walked around the whole city was just a couple months ago,
and I will only be meeting her again next March,
I just feel down.
Then I played Avril's songs to calm myself down,
her songs can always ease my pain and feeling,
I am feeling bad not only because of Elle has left,
but maybe I am still in the aftermath of what happened yesterday,
I need a few more days to recover.

Maybe I am still drunk...