16.9.07

雨天

11.35am: Started raining. Rains here are not like Malaysia, it rains whenever it likes. Malaysia will usually have pouring rains for quite a long time in the evening, Adelaide may rain in the morning, afternoon, evening or mid night, but the rains are not long, usually less than 10 minutes.

11.37am: I sat at my table and look out from the window, the sky is dark, my heart is dark and raining too.

11.40am: I pulled myself back to reality. Got to continue working with my report.

12.20pm: I felt hungry, I made myself a ham & tomato sandwich.

12.40pm: Finished eating my sandwich, but I couldn't get back to my work anymore. Probably because of resting causing me to think again. I miss home again.

12.42pm: I think of my conversation with mother yesterday. She was staying at home alone watching tv, father and sisters have their own event on. I felt happy that my call 'rescued' mom, she must be very lonely because I am not around.

12.50pm: The day is getting brighter, 雨过天晴吗?

12.51pm: I still missing home, I want to call home again!

12.58pm: No, I shouldn't call home, parents may get worry about me for calling home so frequently.

1.30pm: I cry because of missing home. I hate rainy day!

3 comments:

princess said...

cheer up...
waitin 4 u 2 come back 2 go pasar malam 2gether... i miss the "dou fu hua tang yuan" and asam laksa...
miss u 2~~

beck said...

am I useless?

princess said...

no... definitely not...
is human nature lar... dun push urself 2 hard... cry not equal 2 useless... home sick not equal 2 u r not tough enough... v r just human, v r not god... v r just an ordinary person tat hav feelings... so dun feel tat u r useless n not tough enough, dun push urself 2 hard, k? take k~~