adjust & adapt

I seldome on my personal laptop ever since I started working,
the reason is very simple,
I don't want to face the computer screen for my entire day!
You know I am not like feeling extremely tired after a whole day of working,
but rather it is something like "lethargic",
I am loosing my strength and interest in everything,
I am like not "semangat" at all.
And each time when I on my computer I will automatically check my inbox,
and when I see 80 or 100+ e-mails coming in,
I feel burden.
It's like "you don't know what is waiting for you next",
I need to sort e-mails and pick up those important one,
but believe me,
everyone will have a big "URGENT" as title,
I don't know if it is really urgent,
or they just like to wait it till the very last minute and make it as urgent.
This word "urgent" is actually making me mad,
it somehow relates to my personality that "I don't like to be pushed".
I mean it is not my capability that cause slow productivity,
I don't see why the requests are all urgent,
if you manage your job well,
"urgent" does not really exist!
Or sometimes there are just some clients try to use us,
they push us to commit to an unreasonable deadline and in the same time paying us with an unreasonable price.
Let say 1 client says his job is urgent and we will have to finish everything by his deadline,
we will usually use all man power to achieve the entire project,
in other words,
everyone is putting their ongoing stuff away and focusing on the "urgent" job.
Imagine we have more than 1 "urgent" client concurrently...
No complaint.

I need to refer myself to the DSM IV-R for adjustment disorder