明年今日

I started working on this date last year,
so today is my first year anniversary for being a full time employer.
I was anticipating to gain something from this job and company last year,
and I am now anticipating for another opportunity outside this company and job,
things can just happen in a year time.
Hopefully I will have achieved something this date next year,
I will work on it!

shhh....

有些话还是永远藏在心里好！

过客

决定了！
终于下定决心了！

曾经有一个叫K的男人满满的占据了我的心，
出不去，
别人也进不来。
经过岁月的洗礼，
K在我心里的位置开始缩小，
慢慢的，
竟然容下了一个叫D的男人。
D在我心里逐渐的放大，
把K推向了最角落的位置。
毕竟D并没有满满的占据了我的心，
所以很快的他的位置也被动摇了。
慢慢的，
D开始走出我的心里，
却也在我的心里留下了痕迹。
充其量，
K和D也只是我生命里的其中一个过客，
D把K带出了我的生命，
也开始离开了我的心。
当我以为D会悄悄的离去的时候，
却赫然发现原来D在离开的时候，
也深深的在我心里留下了烙印，
挥之不去！

第三个住户什么时候才会搬进来？

公主

今天轮到公主了，
好窝心。:)

臭鸡蛋

今天又收到了臭鸡蛋的postcard,
弄到我想哭了啦！
果然是臭鸡蛋！

快点回来哦！

非卖品

铭说自己是非卖品，
我不禁拍案叫绝！
神！
我从来不知道这3个字可以这么确切的形容出我的心声。
The credit goes to Grace Yap Hui Ming!

比起satu orang oriented，
非卖品属于进化性的形容词，
从satu orang oriented进化成非卖品，
有迹可循。

跟铭MSN了两句，
我开始想念在澳洲的时光，
尤其是与铭通电话的时候，
笑料百出！
如果有一天我忽然间消失了，
你们找不到我，
我8成是回到了Adelaide，
在那里找回自己的时光。
敬Adelaide!

茅塞顿开

We all will always have this "aha" moment all in a sudden,
it is like your mind is opened and you finally realised how things should be in its own way.
I was watching Burning Flame 3,
and all in a sudden,
I understand that I should let go.
I can just stand here silently watching him,
giving him my hands whenever he needs it,
as long as he is living his life happily.
There is very little I could do,
at least,
I am there to help.

I knew it is a no since the very beginning,
I knew I should be thanking him for getting me out of the ICU,
I knew what's his role,
and I just need to move on with these understandings.

茅塞顿开！

面具

The fortune cookie from facebook told me that "Don't ask, don't say. Everything lies in silence."

He was telling me that a few things are bothering him and he can't really sleep well at night,
I then wrote him a intergrated plan on how to get his problems solved.
Then this afternoon I do a follow up with him on the issues,
he was telling me he have a crush with a girl that he isn't sure whether she likes him or not.

You know,
the fortune cookies has told me not to ask,
but I just ignored it,
and the consequence of ignoring the message is knowing something that is hurtful.
The most hurtful part is,
I am in the position to analyse for him the chance of the girl liking him.

难怪张小娴写说：“世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死，而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你！”
我不只一次笑着否认喜欢你，
更不只一次在受伤后笑得更灿烂来掩饰自己。
既然知道不会有结局，
纵使喜欢，
再努力也只是徒然,
唯有将他变成回忆。

宝贝

The fortune cookie from facebook told me that "a pleasant surprise is in store for you."
I wonder what surprise will I get,
until I got home.
I received postcard from egg! ^.^



Front


Back

Thanks egg!

It really is a surprise,

a very warm one!

宝贝，我也想你啊！:)

love is a matter of distance

Love is a matter of difference
Between you and me
Love is a matter of distance
That you are too far away
Love is a matter of growing
And knowing true feelings
Love is a matter of showing
That you are too far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away

Love is a matter of input
Outlook, deep inside
Love is to know you're on my side
That you are so far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
But you are too far away

If love is a matter of distance
You are too far away


~~~Will Young~~~