My Happy Ending

I used to cry each time when I hear Avril Lavigne's 'my happy ending',
it's just exactly like the lyrics,

'you were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be. you were everything, everything that I wanted, we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. all of the memories so close to me just fade away, all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending'

Well,
everything has really fade away,
and I really have found a 'happy ending' now,
I am happy that I no longer need your 'happy ending'!

Bad Day

One of my favourite songs lately,
I will just listen to it whenever things at work went very wrong.
It is not that magical that would completely lighten my day up,
but it helps me feel better.
Just because "I sing a sad song to turn it around"!

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

By the way,
I won't work at a smile but I go for a ride,
a speedy ride!
^.^

Bad Day

Left my handphone at home,
car with no petrol,
heavy rain during peak hours,
constipated traffic during peak hours,
stayed in the office until 7pm.
Cause I had a bad day!

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

love is a matter of distance

Love is a matter of difference
Between you and me
Love is a matter of distance
That you are too far away
Love is a matter of growing
And knowing true feelings
Love is a matter of showing
That you are too far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away

Love is a matter of input
Outlook, deep inside
Love is to know you're on my side
That you are so far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away

When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
But you are too far away

If love is a matter of distance
You are too far away


~~~Will Young~~~

不只有一点动心

我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气
不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你
还包括我自己
该不该再继续
该不该有回忆
让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气
不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你
还包括我自己
该不该再继续
该不该有回忆
让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心
让爱一步步靠近

失落。。。
我对你应该不只有一点动心~~~

想你是临睡的习惯

今天只做一件事，
想你~~~
:D

寂寞是临睡的习惯
习惯是一个人守着
冰冷的床和烟灰缸
没有你的孤单
想你在这样的夜晚
打开窗吹着冷风
故意把灯关上
试着想像你笑的模样
不懂我的爱在你生命中
占据多少份量
让你哭泣却是我心深处最痛的伤
最残酷的惩罚
i will never try to break your heart
我不愿这样
让爱情不由自主
陷入一场
两败俱伤的战
i will never try to break your heart
我真的不想
再面对没有你的寂寞夜晚
烟雾迷茫的孤单

Another Day

Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what, what makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

~~~Lene Marlin~~~

一念之间

我从来不敢穿你送的那件毛衣
只敢欺骗自己
冬天比较快过去
所以来不及穿你

我从来不敢打开装满你的抽屉
只敢反锁自己
任日子一天天过去
所以忘记打开你

月半弯伴着每对恋人拥抱背影
不想看却又把幸福都影在眼里
是羡慕还是妒忌
我不懂澄清

一念之间发现你的爱情竟然不见
这几年你留下的原来只有谎言
说得再美也无法沉淀
空洞得可怜

一念之间发现爱情竟然是种危险
这几夜我哭了好几遍
靠得再近也是种亏欠
我不是你随随便可以敷衍

我从来不敢打开装满你的抽屉
只敢反锁自己
任日子一天天过去
所以忘记打开你

月半弯伴着每对恋人拥抱背影
不想看却又把幸福都影在眼里
是羡慕还是妒忌
我不懂澄清

一念之间发现你的爱情竟然不见
这几年你留下的原来只有谎言
说得再美也无法沉淀
空洞得可怜

一念之间发现爱情竟然是种危险
这几夜我哭了好几遍
靠得再近也是种亏欠
我不是你随随便可以敷衍

一念之间发现你的爱情竟然不见
这几年你留下的原来只有谎言
说得再美也无法沉淀
空洞得可怜

一念之间发现爱情竟然是种危险
这几夜我哭了好几遍
靠得再近也是种亏欠
我不是你随随便可以敷衍


为什么戴佩妮可以写出这么真实，触动人心的歌词？！
我真的有一件不敢穿的衣服，
也有一个不敢打开的抽屉。
虽然我把爱情影在眼里，
却又忘不了爱情是危险的谎言！
究竟一个人要经历过什么事情才能写出这样的一首歌？

You must have had a broken heart

The way you say the things you do
The softness of the words you choose
The times that you can read my mind
And take my worries out of sight

Your fingers touching on my lips
And say a kiss is still a kiss
And when you look at me I see
I see the pain that you had to feel

You must've had a broken heart, to love me the way do
Must've been so torn apart, I can see it when I look at you
All the meaning that is in your eyes, the love you give will never die
And I knew right from the start, you must've had a broken heart

You seem to have that certain smile
I can't forget after a while
The day you walked into the room
At once I knew the hurt that you'd been through

Sometimes when its late at night and I see your face in the fire light
Showing all the love you have for me, well I love you as much

Sometimes, sometimes
Must've had a broken heart
All the meaning that is in your eyes, the love u give will never die
And I knew right from the start, you must've had a broken heart
Sometimes.....


Yes I had a broken heart!

rose

“烈火雄心”里王喜和李珊珊是笔友，
彼此无话不说，
而王喜更因此而喜欢上了李珊珊。
后来两人终于见面了，
发展成为情侣，
最后却赫然发现，
两人似乎比较适合当笔友。
只有通过文字，
他们才能真正的畅所欲言。

或许我跟他就是“烈火雄心”里的王喜和李珊珊，
只有在MSN我们才能无话不说，畅所欲言，
那才是我们习惯的相处模式。

我告诉自己，
这一次就用5个月！
5个月来放下一切。
05112009

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you its only seed

it's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance

it's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
ehat never learns to live

when the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong

just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring, becomes the rose

what hurts the most?

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do


This song released at least 4-5 years ago,
I didn't find it nice,
I didn't like it,
and I deleted it from my playlist.
Then couple weeks ago,
Danny Gokey performed this song in American Idol,
it was the only song that touched me throughout the entire episode,
and his voice just touched me deeply once his open his mouth having the first word of the lyrics sung.
I must say,
Danny sings better!


I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

一万个为什么

我对你这一生哪个可比
我与你差一些永远一起
邂逅时间场地似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重深呼吸欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的却载不起
爱情来到时候似明媚天气
它走了突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

林峰 - 爱在记忆中找你


我不够认份 所以怕再为谁作出牺牲
爱要有天份 所以我始终学不会放任
我不够天真 不允许我傻傻的等
对自己残忍 多残忍 我要有分寸
我太过认真 所以才相信所谓的永恒
爱让人恍神 所以止不住不小心沉沦
我太负责任 不允许有太多悔恨
对自己坦诚 多坦诚 我自有分寸
无辜的人 很需要叹气声
我只是无辜的人 很需要叹气声
有一些文字的吻 只留给伤过的人
明知道有些问题 没有答案还是要问
原谅我 因为我就是 这样的
原谅我 因为我就是 这样的女生
这样的女生
这样的女生
原谅我就是 这样的女生

戴佩妮 - 原谅我就是这样的女生

默默

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
安静的 但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白
你默默的爱

未来的每一天 不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
安静的 但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白
你默默的爱

说真的，
飞轮海的唱功我真的不敢恭维。
但这是他给我默默的爱！

今天只做一件事

发觉这世界永远太少空间
因此花一天支配一切时间
发觉这世界永远太晒心机
因此花一天思索一切道理

消失太快 捉得到太少
因此花一天感觉一切是爱
茫茫人海 或有几多漂泊与淹盖
人人寻找爱 或有几多争斗与比赛
越觉得剩低几多未变的爱

慢慢地合作新诗 静静地同床午睡
再发现岁月换来几次厌闷几多亲爱
有各样劫灾 和充满意外
因此我要努力继续能恋爱

慢慢地迈向听朝 静静地怀念昨日
再决定今天只要相信爱
叫皱纹散开 唤青春归来
因此我喜欢花一天感觉一切是爱

发觉这世界永远太少深刻
因此花一天改变一切习惯
发觉这世界永远太多跷蹊
因此花一天拥有一切运气

消失太快 捉得到太少
因此花一天感觉一切是爱
茫茫人海 或有几多漂泊与淹盖
人人寻找爱 或有几多争斗与比赛
越觉得剩低几多未变的爱

慢慢地合唱K歌 静静地同游网上
再发现岁月换来几次厌闷几多亲爱
有各样劫灾 和充满意外
因此我要努力继续能恋爱

慢慢地迈向听朝 静静地怀念昨日
再决定今天只要相信爱
叫皱纹散开 唤青春归来
因此我喜欢花一天感觉一切是爱

喜欢花一天跟你一切是爱

你也难怪我这么喜欢陈奕迅，
歌声+歌的旋律=满足！
这首歌的旋律真的很舒服，
听了很让人放松，
很适合最近有点紧绷的我。
心灵上的安慰原来就是这么一回事！

好想每天都说：“今天只做一件事”！
睡觉是也！

情歌

时光是琥珀 泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头 潺潺的溜走
命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由
慢动作 缱绻胶卷 重播默片 定格一瞬间
我们在 告别的演唱会 说好不再见
你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久

今天很开心的边驾车回家边哼着这首歌，
嘴角微微上扬隐藏不住笑意。
嗯，
想起他的时候真是美好！

爱疯了

不敢问 却一直想问
你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜 却一直想猜
如回去 有没有可能
我不够完整
你给的从来不够完整
你一个语气都无法确认
这种缺乏是什么象征
不开灯 我不要开灯
我身边容不下别的人
不锁门 我不要锁门
你回来是一种信任
我那么的认真
去思考你对我的认真
或许是多么伤害人
而结论始终是疑问
我爱疯了
我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任
放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了
我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人
选择包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的 选择
我想我 疯了

我想我 疯了
请尊重我的 选择
我想我
疯 了
请尊重我的 选择
我想我
疯 了

what good is a heart

I told you how I felt
I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind
I know that you're afraid
You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard
Cause when we run,
when we hide
We deny what's inside

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it
If you're heart is beating
then it's for a reason, girl
If you're not even willing to start what good is a heart

Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love
You've got to make your move
You've got to make it soon
Cause you're dying inside
Yes, I'm a man but I cry
I have fears
I won't lie

C'mon babe
You know it
Girl, anyone who looks can see that I'm right
There's a chance here
We could take it or regret it for the rest of our lives

爱无能

我不知道这一切是不是假象，
我不知道这一切是不是早有预谋。
“你不要杯弓蛇影啦！”
凡事都应该小心为妙不是吗？
而且这帮助我看得更清楚！
一生人没有可能只受伤一次或只跌倒一次，
。。。
写不下去了！

这是今天早上我写的，
原本要写在blog里，
但情绪真的失控到一个境界，
我竟然写不下去了！
当时很想哭，
眼泪已经在眼眶里打转，
鼻子湿湿的，
简直就是疯了。
幸好有PK在，
我回想起当时我message她的都应该是语无伦次的句子。

现在的我冷静下来了，
思绪也很清晰，
可以好好的挖个“洞”（PK叫我对着洞发泄我的情绪，我的洞不就是我的blog啰）大喊：“我喜欢你！”
我把故事告诉了PK,
却还没说到今天早上发生的事情。
都说了有太多因素围绕在问题上，
而我认为最严重的是公事上的问题。
我真的会认为他会为了公事上的事务而建立起良好的关系，
再运用这建立起来的良好关系达到工作上的利益。
我们还谈得好好的，
可他话锋一转，
切入最重要的主题，
我的心立即沉了下来“哈！原来铺陈了那么久是为了这件事！”，
心当场凉了一大截！

不要说我杯弓蛇影，
我跟他不是熟到可以相信他的一切，
更何况现在这个社会，
你最爱的人还是有可能背地里插你两刀。
再加上之前又听说过关于他公司不老实的案例，
我真的不得不防范一些。

也好，
反正也不见得会有什么可能或结果，
就让这故事提醒我不要越踩越深，
反正我也已经证明了我不是“爱无能”！

***
爱过的人我已不再拥有
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久
错过的人是否可以回首
爱过的心没有任何请求
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久
走过的路再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最後我的爱情在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最後在别人的故事里我被遗忘
***

我的心真的受伤了！

内伤

原来还没完全放下，
原来还会难过，
原来还是会痛不欲生。
就因为太理智，
就因为很清楚了解，
就因为压抑着，
就因为掩饰的很好，
所以躺在床上辗转难眠。
放开手，
敞开心胸，
还是没办法，
还是无法释怀。
想随着岁月沉淀，
一转眼5年，
却犹如风湿病患每逢下雨夜必定定时定侯发作。
那是个被胶布封贴的伤口，
不得撕开，
不知道什么时候会痊愈，
不得查看，
否则再度拉伤伤口，
或形成内伤。
表面上毫无痕迹，
只要轻轻一按，
刻骨又铭心！

爱要越挫越勇
爱要肯定执着
每一个单身的人得看透
想爱就别怕伤痛
找一个最爱的深爱的想爱的亲爱的人来告别单身
一个多情的痴情的绝情的无情的人来给我伤痕
（林志炫 - 单身情歌）

我只有一颗心，
可以多潇洒？
怪不得下一个天堂还不是时候出现，
即使出现了我也无法开怀，
总是会被太多的思考阻扰。
自己根本还没准备好，
怎么展开新旅程？
若真的需要6年来准备，
现在只剩下最后的1年。
强求不来，
也找不到适合的未来。

真的可以吗？
真的没有问题吗？
真的能够放下一切吗？
真的能面带微笑迎向太阳吗？

属于

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢?
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力