茅塞顿开

We all will always have this "aha" moment all in a sudden,
it is like your mind is opened and you finally realised how things should be in its own way.
I was watching Burning Flame 3,
and all in a sudden,
I understand that I should let go.
I can just stand here silently watching him,
giving him my hands whenever he needs it,
as long as he is living his life happily.
There is very little I could do,
at least,
I am there to help.

I knew it is a no since the very beginning,
I knew I should be thanking him for getting me out of the ICU,
I knew what's his role,
and I just need to move on with these understandings.

茅塞顿开！