铭说自己是非卖品，
我不禁拍案叫绝！
神！
我从来不知道这3个字可以这么确切的形容出我的心声。
The credit goes to Grace Yap Hui Ming!
比起satu orang oriented，
非卖品属于进化性的形容词，
从satu orang oriented进化成非卖品，
有迹可循。
跟铭MSN了两句，
我开始想念在澳洲的时光，
尤其是与铭通电话的时候，
笑料百出！
如果有一天我忽然间消失了，
你们找不到我，
我8成是回到了Adelaide，
在那里找回自己的时光。
敬Adelaide!
13.8.09
12.8.09
茅塞顿开
We all will always have this "aha" moment all in a sudden,
it is like your mind is opened and you finally realised how things should be in its own way.
I was watching Burning Flame 3,
and all in a sudden,
I understand that I should let go.
I can just stand here silently watching him,
giving him my hands whenever he needs it,
as long as he is living his life happily.
There is very little I could do,
at least,
I am there to help.
I knew it is a no since the very beginning,
I knew I should be thanking him for getting me out of the ICU,
I knew what's his role,
and I just need to move on with these understandings.
茅塞顿开！
it is like your mind is opened and you finally realised how things should be in its own way.
I was watching Burning Flame 3,
and all in a sudden,
I understand that I should let go.
I can just stand here silently watching him,
giving him my hands whenever he needs it,
as long as he is living his life happily.
There is very little I could do,
at least,
I am there to help.
I knew it is a no since the very beginning,
I knew I should be thanking him for getting me out of the ICU,
I knew what's his role,
and I just need to move on with these understandings.
茅塞顿开！
11.8.09
面具
The fortune cookie from facebook told me that "Don't ask, don't say. Everything lies in silence."
He was telling me that a few things are bothering him and he can't really sleep well at night,
I then wrote him a intergrated plan on how to get his problems solved.
Then this afternoon I do a follow up with him on the issues,
he was telling me he have a crush with a girl that he isn't sure whether she likes him or not.
You know,
the fortune cookies has told me not to ask,
but I just ignored it,
and the consequence of ignoring the message is knowing something that is hurtful.
The most hurtful part is,
I am in the position to analyse for him the chance of the girl liking him.
难怪张小娴写说：“世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死，而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你！”
我不只一次笑着否认喜欢你，
更不只一次在受伤后笑得更灿烂来掩饰自己。
既然知道不会有结局，
纵使喜欢，
再努力也只是徒然,
唯有将他变成回忆。
He was telling me that a few things are bothering him and he can't really sleep well at night,
I then wrote him a intergrated plan on how to get his problems solved.
Then this afternoon I do a follow up with him on the issues,
he was telling me he have a crush with a girl that he isn't sure whether she likes him or not.
You know,
the fortune cookies has told me not to ask,
but I just ignored it,
and the consequence of ignoring the message is knowing something that is hurtful.
The most hurtful part is,
I am in the position to analyse for him the chance of the girl liking him.
难怪张小娴写说：“世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死，而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你！”
我不只一次笑着否认喜欢你，
更不只一次在受伤后笑得更灿烂来掩饰自己。
既然知道不会有结局，
纵使喜欢，
再努力也只是徒然,
唯有将他变成回忆。
10.8.09
宝贝
The fortune cookie from facebook told me that "a pleasant surprise is in store for you."
I wonder what surprise will I get,
until I got home.
I received postcard from egg! ^.^
Front
Back
I wonder what surprise will I get,
until I got home.
I received postcard from egg! ^.^
Front
BackThanks egg!
It really is a surprise,
a very warm one!
宝贝，我也想你啊！:)
8.8.09
love is a matter of distance
Love is a matter of difference
Between you and me
Love is a matter of distance
That you are too far away
Love is a matter of growing
And knowing true feelings
Love is a matter of showing
That you are too far away
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away
Love is a matter of input
Outlook, deep inside
Love is to know you're on my side
That you are so far away
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
But you are too far away
If love is a matter of distance
You are too far away
~~~Will Young~~~
Between you and me
Love is a matter of distance
That you are too far away
Love is a matter of growing
And knowing true feelings
Love is a matter of showing
That you are too far away
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away
Love is a matter of input
Outlook, deep inside
Love is to know you're on my side
That you are so far away
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
You are too far away
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of distance
But you are too far away
If love is a matter of distance
You are too far away
~~~Will Young~~~
7.8.09
6.8.09
cheerful and optimistic
I have been having negative energy with me since last Saturday,
this is not a good sign,
I have bad temper,
I am not doing my job professionally,
I show "shit face" to everyone,
my mood swing easily,
I could be smiling to you, but deep inside of my heart I am feeling bad,
etc. etc.
I know this is bad,
and I need to move on from this.
I talk to PK,
I listen to her,
I try not to be self-oriented,
and that works!
I just need to remain cheerful and optimistic!
this is not a good sign,
I have bad temper,
I am not doing my job professionally,
I show "shit face" to everyone,
my mood swing easily,
I could be smiling to you, but deep inside of my heart I am feeling bad,
etc. etc.
I know this is bad,
and I need to move on from this.
I talk to PK,
I listen to her,
I try not to be self-oriented,
and that works!
I just need to remain cheerful and optimistic!
5.8.09
5 days
I never stop talking with you for more than 3-4 days,
and it's now 5 days!
Saturday
*
Sunday
*
Monday
*
Tuesday
*
Wednesday
*
Somehow I am going mad!
and it's now 5 days!
Saturday
*
Sunday
*
Monday
*
Tuesday
*
Wednesday
*
Somehow I am going mad!
3.8.09
不只有一点动心
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气
不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你
还包括我自己
该不该再继续
该不该有回忆
让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气
不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你
还包括我自己
该不该再继续
该不该有回忆
让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心
让爱一步步靠近
失落。。。
我对你应该不只有一点动心~~~
都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气
不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你
还包括我自己
该不该再继续
该不该有回忆
让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气
不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你
还包括我自己
该不该再继续
该不该有回忆
让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女
都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心
让爱一步步靠近
失落。。。
我对你应该不只有一点动心~~~
1.8.09
三种人
你叫我DD，
我说：“DD是你叫的咩？”
你说：“可以啦，一样的。”
我说：“不要，不可以，不喜欢！”
你说：“ok ok，我叫你D啰。”
我说：“不要，不可以，不喜欢！”
你说：“ok ok。”
......
其实我不太喜欢人家叫我DD，
只有我公司里那些pronounce不到我名字的人为了方便而叫我DD，
久而久之大家都开始叫我DD了。
我把认识我的人分成3种，
第一种叫我沁耘，
这一种人跟我最为熟悉，
我也最爱他们。
第二种人叫我Chinn Yun，
他们是我college里的同学，
大家也只是同学，
久没联络了。
称呼我Deidre的人一定都只是工作上的需要，
我对这群人没什么太强烈的好感，
明显的也比较疏远。
所以你知道为什么我不要，不喜欢，也不可以让你叫我DD。
我说：“DD是你叫的咩？”
你说：“可以啦，一样的。”
我说：“不要，不可以，不喜欢！”
你说：“ok ok，我叫你D啰。”
我说：“不要，不可以，不喜欢！”
你说：“ok ok。”
......
其实我不太喜欢人家叫我DD，
只有我公司里那些pronounce不到我名字的人为了方便而叫我DD，
久而久之大家都开始叫我DD了。
我把认识我的人分成3种，
第一种叫我沁耘，
这一种人跟我最为熟悉，
我也最爱他们。
第二种人叫我Chinn Yun，
他们是我college里的同学，
大家也只是同学，
久没联络了。
称呼我Deidre的人一定都只是工作上的需要，
我对这群人没什么太强烈的好感，
明显的也比较疏远。
所以你知道为什么我不要，不喜欢，也不可以让你叫我DD。
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