loner

You know working life is just too tiring that you won't want to bother anything else!
I realised there are some issues going on out there,
and I better keep my eyes on it,
but I just can't be bothered!
I tried to figure out a balance on this,
but I just can't be bothered.
Sometimes I feel so guity and I start interfering on those issues that I should be taking care of,
and amazingly,
my interference actually did help to turn those issues out a little bit better.
I know I should be helping more,
but,
can I be left alone?
I just need some times for myself,
some times that I can do whatever I want to.

I am just so used to staying my life alone without having any others.