next birthday

It was 12th April,
another 12th April.
Your face and you is fading out of my mind,
I just afraid that someday,
you gonna get out of my mind completely.
Will you do something to keep yourself on my mind?
or every 12th April is the keyword to remembering you?
What can be saved in my mind about you?
Your name?
Your specs?
Your smile?
Everything that you have done for me?
Nothing that I have done for you?

You know I really want to tell you that~~~I am gonna be your friend again in my next life!~~~
Happy birthday (a wish that I could never tell you anymore)
I miss you!