starting?

My mind is in a chaos now,
extremely messy,
the thoughts are disturbing me and I can't seem to get rid of anything!
This is the "weird feeling" that I mentioned,
I seriously can't tell in words what's about it,
not a single word.
However,
this weird feeling that bring me to thoughts,
has further bring me to remembering 2 persons,
the 2 persons warmed my heart and they seem to be the reason why my weird feeling is still surrounding me.
I am overwhelmed ever since the weird feeling "conquered" me,
it's bitter and sorrowful that you can't even make yourself cry,
tears just don't and can't work this time!

I will try letting the feeling goes,
try to make myself concentrate on whatever that I do.
But yes,
I miss both the persons that come in to my mind,
very much!