protection

I read my old posts in my blog,
I had great times and also bad times,
I forgot most of the events I recorded in my blog,
and when I re-read those posts,
I can clearly remember how significant my happiness or sadness was.
Then I found that most of the time I record sadness in my post,
it is like a “norm” that sadness is more significant in my life.
This is probably because of remembering the pain will always alert me to protect myself,
and I won’t be getting hurt anymore.

We learn,
and we learn to protect ourselves!