think critically

I always know that my thinking is not critical enough,
I have so much space for improvement.
But over the past few years,
I don't see any improvement upon my thinking.
I always envy and admire whoever that may think critically,
I mean those who may think in the way that I never thought of,
I simply admire them to the fullest.
I should be happy that I did not give up my psychology courses that requires a lot of critical thinking!

And now I am taking the course Issues in Criminal Justice,
I thought it was boring and I was wrong,
the course brought me to another way of thinking!
I start liking the course a little bit more,
it might be the last spark in my undergraduate psychology program.

I thought I am the only one who have difficulty understanding the lectures,
but today I found out that I am not,
calmer...

old man

Dad has grown old,
really really old.
He became long winded with a bunch of live theories,
he can explain a simple thing for 10 minutes long.
I started stopping him,
I started to learn how to stop him in a proper manner.

My dad is 48!

岁月风云

Watch drama till late night yesterday,
went to bed with full of misery.
The story was too sad,
it was too similar!
I cried,
I sniffed,
I went to bed with bursting tears.
Then I had a dream,
a dream of me and him.
We didn't talk much but we talked peacefully,
yes,
not much but peacefully.

Maybe we can only talk much when we are quarreling.
原来除了争吵，
我们什么话也说不了！
I finally understood what is helpless,
you want to move on,
you want to get over it,
you are letting go,
but you just don't know how!
终于明白什么是无助，
就是想要自救也救不了。

too late

I have been looking at the shirt above since last August,
it is £11.06 ,
approximately RM70.
I have been thinking of buying it or not after I saw it,
I like it very much especially the blinking devil.
Then UK's currency is dropping,
I was thinking this might be the best chance to grab it,
I was thinking and thinking and thinking,
looking and looking and looking at it,
eventually...
One Size Available: Size 18
TA-DANG!!!!
Very good,
don't have to think about it anymore!

Aih....

no one

Keep telling myself to slow down,
to think,
to be calm,
to make a decision carefully,
to understand what I really want,
and not to be impulsive.
I know my "fast and quick" personality will somehow influence me,
I have to take it very seriously and carefully this time,
it's all about thinking carefully,
it's not rush.
I will take the next couple of months for thinking,
and thinking.
What do I really want?
It has always been up to me,
and it's going to up to me no matter what.
Thank you baba and mama for their understanding,
blieve in me and let me do whatever I want to.

I don't worry
cause everything's gonna be alright
people keep talking
they can say what they like
but all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

Mama's birthday

Today is mum's birthday,
she has got the birthday card from last Friday,
she has got her birthday present from me on February before I came back.
She has got everything but me!
The first time I did not celebrate her birthday with her,
don't know how she feels,
hopefully she does not feel very bad.

Hope that I won't miss mum's birthday anymore.

shh...

The weather is getting colder,
so does my heart!

Hibernating...
Shhh...

一个人

因为太了解自己想要和追求的是什么，
因而错过了被认为最唯美的事物。
不后悔但遗憾，
毕竟生命里少了些让人怀念画面。
那又怎样？
或许这样的人生才最完美！

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
我习惯了睡中间

两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
所以到最后连争吵的力气也没了

一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
那就留在家好好的自闭一天

你的气味还留在枕头边
拿去洗就连臭味也不会有了

一个人我重新适应一切不方便
两个人生活才需要适应不方便吧？

两个人不一定就成全一个世界
我加上你两个人并不等于我们

一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面
只有夜深人静头脑才最清醒

没有光线过去那些情节更明显
所以我已经很久没有多在黑暗里思考

Crab? Crap!

Woke up early again for crabbing,
head all the way north to Ardrossan,
a place with a beach and sea for a lot of crabs.
Thought that we could have a lot of crabs for dinner,
but ended up with nothing.
Yes,
NOTHING.
We got 1 blue live crab actually,
but it dead after a few hours of sun burn(maybe).
We got nothing but tan,
everyone got darker.

Spent 2 days of my easter holidays having road trip,
from south to north,
this time I can proudly say I HAVE BEEN TO SOUTH AUSTRALIA!
Not only Adelaide!

生日快乐

妹妹告诉我说妈妈又哭了，
我在想会不会是因为我说9月要去英国的事。
后来想想，
不对，
要哭早就哭了，
为什么会等到现在才哭。
结果，
原来是妈收到的了我寄回家的生日卡。
哈哈，
澳洲的效率真快，
第五天就到了。
虽然早了很多，
只要妈开心就好。