natural

Woke up early in the morning,
had a trip down south to Goolwa with Egg, Mei and Joshua.
Did not have a proper destination,
only wanted to spend Good Friday by doing something meaningful.
Never explored places in SA other than Adelaide after orientation,
the trip was a good chance for me to experience.
Scenes along the journey were nice,
they helped me understand how people descrive Aussie's vineyard and farming lifestyle.

Spent a very peace and relax day with folks,
somehow,
urbaners need to feel the naturals.
For me,
it would be nice once in a while.

When can I afford to buy a small house in country side for vacation purpose?

John

Am I mentally retarded?
I always spend longer time to do assignments than others that English as their first language,
but why the results I got are always poorer than them?
They sleep in class,
they do assignments 2 days or sometime a day before due date,
but still,
they have better grade than me!
Dr. Nadine talked about no one is stupid in uni in today's lecture,
she believed that people are smart enough for getting into uni,
it is just the matter about the level of smart-ness.
Well,
from scale 1 to 10 for 1 being lowest level of smart-ness,
I am definitely in 1.
No good English = no good grade?!

Envy people that are smart and critical,
then I found that all the guy that call John I know up to now are all veryyyyyyyyyyyyy SMART!
I just want to get 30% of their smart-ness and implant to my mind!

聪明的John还包括帅帅澳版的张震岳哦！
望了他的背影三个小时。。。

Life

Think about Pei and PK today,
decided to send them sms.
Then PK told me,
she went for steamboat with Pei for at least 8 times after we left!
DENG!
She really thought we are dead,
so happy enjoying life with Pei!
Then I talk to her about going to UK in September,
she says it's too rush!
Yea,
I know.
Speeding might cause me missing some important thing along the journey.

Egg and Mei Mei,
let's go to steamboat this weekend,
the weather is getting colder,
just nice to eat steamboat.

PK and Pei,
always have crab?!
I am going to catch them on Sunday!
Ha ha ha!

CSI

I bet you,
when I talk about forensic psychology,
you will definitely think about CSI!
Well,
don't feel bad,
I thought the same way too.
Let me clarify with you,
forensic psychology deals with the intersection of psychology and the legal process,
in other words,
forensic psychology is the application of psychology within the law.
Not understanding?
Hmm...
Forensic psychology is something about criminal and justice,
have I made myself clear?
I like forensic psychology very much except when it comes to justice.
I don't like the feeling of judging people by evidents,
I mean I am under pressure when I am about to judge,
especially when it comes to justice,
what if I judge it wrongly?
Innocence would have gone to jail!

Issues in criminal and justice is one of the subjects I am currently taking,
it has very much overlapping lecture materials with forensic psychology,
it accelerates my boredom towards law and justice!
I should be lucky that I did not listen to Egg take Introduction to Law as my elective,
otherwise I would be surrounded by laws and justice for 4 months.
Then you doubt,
what is so hard about understanding laws?
Well,
Australia has a few states,
and each state has its own legislative council,
each legislative council follows different law and justice.
And guess what?
I have to know law and justice of all states.
Brilliant?
Yes I know.
You should be lucky that I am not killed by the justice after this semester.

What makes Egg so enjoy her Introduction to Law while I am lucky-ing that I am not a law major?

persuasive

Was reading my old posts in blog,
found that I was not "happy" most of the time after I arrived Adelaide.
I attribute this "phenomenon" as being too home sick.
Home sick makes me sick,
I became sluggish,
I was less motivated,
I have all sort of reasons preventing myself from doing works diligently.
I don't know how I got my days passed,
I am just here for this moment!

And I was awakened by a tutorial this morning,
I found that I was too sluggish,
I shouldn't live life blurly,
I need to be more hardworking and hardworking!
Then I look at my study planner for this semester,
keep telling myself that this semester will end soon,
I am going home soon!

I live my life with persuasions.

where about?

All of my psychology mates will be finishing their studies in a few months time,
I have been concerning about graduating since 18 months ago,
as graduation is getting closer,
I become more anxious.
I have been asking my mates about their plan next,
some are going to stay in Australia for a job or further studies,
some have no plan yet,
some are going to work,
everyone seems to be very clear about their path.
I thought I have very clear directions for myself,
I have several back up plans,
but somehow it is just too hard to implement.
I want to further studies but I am not confident with my results,
I think about getting into working life but with my psychology degree I can do nothing much in relating field.
Then I saw advertisement of SA's career fair,
but I don't plan to work here,
can't make up my mind for going or not.
And I saw another advertisement of UK education fair back in KL,
want to go but can't,
will have my sister going for me but not sure if she is clear enough about what I want to know.
And I searched the net for studying postgraduate psychology course in the UK,
generally very hard to get in,
but I will try.

One thing that stop me from continuing my studies immediately after graduation is the master courses in Australia commence on every February,
which means that I will have to wait for a few months if I am going to come back for master.
Master courses in the UK generally commence on September but it might be too rush for me as I will only be going home on August.
However,
if I am really going to do master in the UK right after graduation,
I will have to start arranging and preparing.

Hope that everything will be alright!

away

I am always away on MSN,
this is to ignore people that I don't really wanna talk to.
But most of the time
I just don't want to talk,
even to my best friends!
This bad behaviour has been proven wrong many times,
I found that my friends are all in a bad situation everytime when I don't feel like talking,
I mean when I feel reluctant to reply my friends,
they definitely have something bad going on.
This makes me feel so bad,
my friends think about me whenever they need a listener,
but I am trying to walk away!
What a bad person I am?!
Shouldn't be this cold blooded!

Luckily I replied my friends,
luckily I didn't dissapoint my friends.

To all my friends,
whenever you feel bad and need someone to talk to,
don't ask if I am free to listen but tell me straight about your story.
I will drop down everything and talk to you,
even if I am busy,
at least I have 5 minutes for you.
You are important to me as how I am important to you!

count

I start counting date,
I start counting date to keep myself strong.
This might be too early but,
before I get into busy uni life,
counting date will be the best thing to do for preventing home sick.

I would try anything that could help myself stop thinking home.

big girls don't cry

I am too weak,
too weak that I'm not gonna leave home anymore.
Not leaving home,
never!

It's time to be a big girl now,
and big girls don't cry.

it won't be soon before long

Got back to Adelaide for nearly 2 weeks,
many things happened.
Something bad,
something good,
something I am not sure if it's good or bad.
Tried so hard to get out of those bad situations,
but I just did not work them out.
Frustrated,
irritated.

~~~Thinking why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?~~~

Convincing and hypnotising myself,
these are so called EXPERIENCES.