大强

昨晚打回家，
第一次，
我哭了！
跟妈谈了15分钟，
我哭了10分钟。
跟爸也谈了15分钟，
我也哭足15分钟。
原因？
很简单，
新家有太多小强和不知名的昆虫，
昨晚又有一只小强爬进我房里，
这次没有蛋蛋英雌救美，
唯有我独自拿着杀虫水追了小强5分钟，
杀虫水大概用了大半罐。
然后打回家，
想问妈如何千灭敌人，
或许是被小强吓怕了，
一听见妈的声音变忍不住想哭了，
忍了5分钟，
结果还是哭了，
最后连妈也跟我一起哭。

刚刚去了agent的office，
想看看他们到底能怎么帮我，
结果？
他们也叫我买杀虫水，
而且词语也很敷衍。
谁叫我签了合约？
唯有不断安慰自己，
再到超市买了很多杀虫剂。
不断的说服自己，
这是自我独立的必经过程。

很对不起爸妈，
因为我的不冷静，
因为我的懦弱，
让你们担心了，
看来你们还有排担心。
忽然有股冲动，
想立刻回家，
不要读了！

我外表看起来坚强吗？
其实我大部分时候都是软弱的！
也只有在我很懦弱的时候会羡慕那种看起来软弱，
男生很爱保护的那种女生。

Where is my superman?

round moon

I think I am missing home again!

I had very good reason of missing home last semester,
I worried that sister won't take good care of home when I was not around.
But luckily I found that she changed a lot when I got home for holiday.
Then I met a fortune teller,
she told me not to worry about home and sister,
sister will take good care of home when I am not around,
then I let go part of the heavy stone at the bottom of my heart,
I believe in my sister.
Does it mean that I should never ever miss home again?
Oh gosh,
I have no more reason to miss home!

I talked to Egg about this yesterday,
then I told her the following story.
I always annoyed by people who say "why are you going home after graduation? You're here for only 1 year but you always say you wanna go home."
Then people start persuading me how wrong I am,
keep telling me their disagreements.
I always got so pissed!
I mean,
I have my own choices,
you can choose to stay here but why can't I choose to go home?
I can't see what is so good about here as it's not worth to go home.
I don't mean Adelaide is not good,
but it can't be any better if I am not with my family.
I am always lazy to explain,
I mean you are not a friend of mine or eventhough you are one of my acquaintances,
we are not close enough that you I should tell you all this.
Do not judge me because you don't know me!

我不是说过外国的月亮没有比较圆吗？

election

Called home yesterday night,
apparently my call was not so important as compare to results revealing.
Papa and mama were busy socialising with the "villagers" of Villa Bovelin,
concerning about the results of election.
My call ended after 6 minutes,
they were not free to talk long.
I have so much to say,
so much to tell,
but...

Thanks to DAP!

Back

Finally settled down again,
moved in to my new place this afternoon,
finally got internet connection,
finally I know why I am back to Adelaide.
The weather is hot,
40 degrees celsius everyday,
the hottest autumn ever in 40 or 80 years,
yeah,
global warming!

Trying to convince myself for another 6 months!

蛋蛋救难日记

话说玲玲和蛋蛋帮贝贝把行李搬到新家，贝贝一开房门便大声的“啊！”。
蛋蛋紧张的问：“什么事？”
贝贝答说：“有小强！”
玲玲一听到这里便已经吓得花容失色赶快逃离现场。
此时，蛋蛋不慌不忙的说：“我帮你捉！”



.....10分钟的人强大战开始展开.....





终于，
蛋蛋战胜了小强！
Bravo!
英雌！

no way

I am back to Adelaide,
but,
homeless!
SOS please someone save me!

No more xxx

An old friend used to tell me that quarrels are what make best friends go closer,
I always disagree with it even until now.
I'd say,
if you cherish your friends,
you won't really want to quarrel.
If you cherish your friends,
you can't bear to have any disappoinments with them.
And most importantly,
if you cherish your friends,
you won't have hard words to challenge your friendship.

I don't like quarrel.

执著

忽然间了解，
当我偶尔想起你的时候，
就是我已经又把你忘记了一大半的时候。

原来，
我不是执著。

abandoned

I was listening to Maroon 5's songs,
then I questioned myself,
do I start listening to Maroon 5 because of I really like their songs or because of him?

Sometimes I get so confuse,
I tend to forget if I like something because of I really like it or because of him,
and I realized that what we both like have slowly became the part of us,
I like it because you like it.

I am scared,
I am so afraid to know that you were actually founded strongly in my life,
and you are hard to be removed.

I start abandoning things that I like that remind me of you.

距离

不认识我的人都觉得我很lan si 和巴毕，
因为我很难靠近，
也很难和别人混熟，
对待别人，
我总保持一段距离。
问我为什么？
因为现在的社会，
我真的不能太松懈。
后来我才发现，
原来我越来越承受不了那种认识和相处短短几天便又要道别离的落寞。
我常常会在道别过后独自难过那刚刚建立但却已要分离的感情，
纵使不舍，
也必须潇洒的摆脱，
然后不断说服自己“再过一阵子一切都会恢复原状！”

原来感情也是成长的代价！