abandoned

I was listening to Maroon 5's songs,
then I questioned myself,
do I start listening to Maroon 5 because of I really like their songs or because of him?

Sometimes I get so confuse,
I tend to forget if I like something because of I really like it or because of him,
and I realized that what we both like have slowly became the part of us,
I like it because you like it.

I am scared,
I am so afraid to know that you were actually founded strongly in my life,
and you are hard to be removed.

I start abandoning things that I like that remind me of you.