Perhaps

Somehow,
I just can't feel the attachment with my new employer.
Not sure what's wrong there,
or probably it's just a matter of timing,
I simply do not have the "umm" like I had before.
I remember last time when I first started working,
I encourage myself each day to work and perform better.
This time,
I don't know,
I simply don't have any passion,
no fire is burning in my heart.
Trying to figure out what's the problem here,
this odd feeling cannot be buried in my heart,
I must get rid of it.
I am gonna tell myself to like my job constantly!

Perhaps I am scared by the big project that I will be handling when my boss is back...