My goodness!
It's so hard to keep some a surprise.
I finally understand what is a 'beautiful lie'!
11.4.08
10.4.08
Pre-holiday feelings sharing
9.10am:
Waiting for bus at bus stop, saw a man and a lady jogging, the lady is with extremely good body fitness, she has 六块腹肌! Gosh, envy so much. Then I saw them jog into the fire station behind me. No wonder! Told you fire fighters here are so charming!
10am:
As usual, John arrive in the lecture hall earlier than me. He was talking happily to a girl, I can even hear his voice when I was in the toilet! I glanced at him, 他的肌肉又练得更发达了! 倒三角越来越明显! 这是睽违两个礼拜的错觉吗?
6pm:
Daylight saving was offed since last week, the night is turning darker earlier. It's only 6pm, but you feel like it's already 8pm. Compared to summer when the night turned dark after 8.30pm,
I prefer 'normal' days when the night turned dark after 7pm.
6.30pm:
Having dinner with Egg, Mei Mei, Joshua and Cher-Rin, I eventually feel my existence. My life has been very boring, my conversation has run dry, my daily routine is getting 'meaningless' to me! Luckily I have these friends here, otherwise, I can't imagine. It's not about homesick, but meaningless!
Waiting for bus at bus stop, saw a man and a lady jogging, the lady is with extremely good body fitness, she has 六块腹肌! Gosh, envy so much. Then I saw them jog into the fire station behind me. No wonder! Told you fire fighters here are so charming!
10am:
As usual, John arrive in the lecture hall earlier than me. He was talking happily to a girl, I can even hear his voice when I was in the toilet! I glanced at him, 他的肌肉又练得更发达了! 倒三角越来越明显! 这是睽违两个礼拜的错觉吗?
6pm:
Daylight saving was offed since last week, the night is turning darker earlier. It's only 6pm, but you feel like it's already 8pm. Compared to summer when the night turned dark after 8.30pm,
I prefer 'normal' days when the night turned dark after 7pm.
6.30pm:
Having dinner with Egg, Mei Mei, Joshua and Cher-Rin, I eventually feel my existence. My life has been very boring, my conversation has run dry, my daily routine is getting 'meaningless' to me! Luckily I have these friends here, otherwise, I can't imagine. It's not about homesick, but meaningless!
9.4.08
big/small money?
Mabel was asking me why I have bread everyday for lunch,
I answered "cheap, easy, full and fast!"
She then asked "won't you feel bored?"
Well,
NO!
I try to save as much as I can,
every 1 dollar I spend would cost dad's 3 ringgit,
I must think first before spending.
可是为什么我越来越有‘省小钱花大钱’的倾向？
I answered "cheap, easy, full and fast!"
She then asked "won't you feel bored?"
Well,
NO!
I try to save as much as I can,
every 1 dollar I spend would cost dad's 3 ringgit,
I must think first before spending.
可是为什么我越来越有‘省小钱花大钱’的倾向？
8.4.08
self-centered
I don't know how to explain myself in words,
but I am clear about how the feelings feel like,
it's about the deicision.
I've made a decision,
a decision that I won't look back and think "did I make a wrong decision?"
Whether it's right or wrong,
I can change nothing now,
most importantly,
it has nothing to do with right or wrong,
it's just about should or shouldn't.
I always know that I have this 'artistic' personality,
I always follow my heart.
But when it comes to reality,
I still follow my heart,
hoping that alteration can be made to fit in to reality.
I am glad that I understand myself very well and I try to walk with my heart.
I guess this is my longcoming,
but meanwhile,
it is my shortcoming too.
Always heard people saying that we change as we grow since young,
and people always thought that change = changing from good to bad.
I am not so sure now,
but I guess,
we change as we grow because of our experiences,
no matter where changes lead us to,
we are one step closer to our own 'real/ideal world'.
It's okay if people question you,
as long as you understand yourself well,
and you remember your conscience.
We don't need to explain everything to everyone because we live our lives ourselves!
but I am clear about how the feelings feel like,
it's about the deicision.
I've made a decision,
a decision that I won't look back and think "did I make a wrong decision?"
Whether it's right or wrong,
I can change nothing now,
most importantly,
it has nothing to do with right or wrong,
it's just about should or shouldn't.
I always know that I have this 'artistic' personality,
I always follow my heart.
But when it comes to reality,
I still follow my heart,
hoping that alteration can be made to fit in to reality.
I am glad that I understand myself very well and I try to walk with my heart.
I guess this is my longcoming,
but meanwhile,
it is my shortcoming too.
Always heard people saying that we change as we grow since young,
and people always thought that change = changing from good to bad.
I am not so sure now,
but I guess,
we change as we grow because of our experiences,
no matter where changes lead us to,
we are one step closer to our own 'real/ideal world'.
It's okay if people question you,
as long as you understand yourself well,
and you remember your conscience.
We don't need to explain everything to everyone because we live our lives ourselves!
7.4.08
shall I?
Decision,
it's only a decision,
it's only a decision that matters money.
Should I?
Advantages:
1. happiness
2. feeling free
3. holidays
Disadvantages:
1. costly
2. guilty
3. blame
IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MONEY!
it's only a decision,
it's only a decision that matters money.
Should I?
Advantages:
1. happiness
2. feeling free
3. holidays
Disadvantages:
1. costly
2. guilty
3. blame
IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MONEY!
6.4.08
4.4.08
SNAKES
Had dinner with Egg in this restaurant called XXX Authentic Malaysian Cuisine,
I had seafood char kuey teow and Egg had nasi lemak,
apparently,
the food was not delicious,
not spicy,
too oily,
not authentic enough.
Then Egg was so interested in trying the new open dessert restaurant,
we headed there after dinner,
I had red bean tong sui and Egg had ginger soup rice ball,
hmm...
the dessert was so much more delicious than the dinner.
But when we were about to leave the dessert shop,
I noticed the following...
Candied SNAKES!!!!
Hahaha,
I pointed it to Egg,
after 2 seconds,
WAHAHA...
We laughed out loud.
Candied snakes???!!!
糖化蛇?!!
My goodness!
hope that mat salleh would not get scared!
Then Egg walked me home to take the sleeping bag for secret purpose,
I then walked her to the bus stop,
and I walked myself home after sending her to the bus.
15 minutes walking was not enough to digest the char kuey teow and red bean tong sui,
typing blog with a fulled stomach.
Satisfied!
I had seafood char kuey teow and Egg had nasi lemak,
apparently,
the food was not delicious,
not spicy,
too oily,
not authentic enough.
Then Egg was so interested in trying the new open dessert restaurant,
we headed there after dinner,
I had red bean tong sui and Egg had ginger soup rice ball,
hmm...
the dessert was so much more delicious than the dinner.
But when we were about to leave the dessert shop,
I noticed the following...
Candied SNAKES!!!!Hahaha,
I pointed it to Egg,
after 2 seconds,
WAHAHA...
We laughed out loud.
Candied snakes???!!!
糖化蛇?!!
My goodness!
hope that mat salleh would not get scared!
Then Egg walked me home to take the sleeping bag for secret purpose,
I then walked her to the bus stop,
and I walked myself home after sending her to the bus.
15 minutes walking was not enough to digest the char kuey teow and red bean tong sui,
typing blog with a fulled stomach.
Satisfied!
3.4.08
24.54
Check my bank account balance through internet,
AUD24.54 was creditted to my account.
After a few seconds....
AH!!!
My interest for the first month!
Yeah!
AUD24.54 was creditted to my account.
After a few seconds....
AH!!!
My interest for the first month!
Yeah!
2.4.08
2.4.2008
10am:
今天凌晨开始天公便不作美，天阴阴，细雨飘，树叶随风摇摆。早上醒来房间暗沉沉的，没有阳光，以为才7点多，原来已经9点半了。刷牙，洗脸，吃早餐，换衣，出门，搭106下magill。
10.45am:
最近很懒，没有动力，每天只是机械式般的活过来，找不到生存的意义。昏昏沉沉的来到了2008年的4月，我知道我必须醒了，只是找不到醒过来的动力。
11.15am:
享受一个人的生活，但渐渐发现，一个人生活久了就会失去了原动力，只会活在醉生梦死的日子里。挣扎着想醒过来，不断告诉自己，一切将在5个月后结束。我必须醒着，来迎接未来的日子。
11.35am:
在车上发呆，突然想起昨晚的梦。我和他睡在同一间房，却连话也说不上一句，只有点头式的打招呼和简单的眼神会意。也不知道为什么会发这样的梦，是前两天的延续吗？无所谓！忽然明白了什么叫“同床异梦”！
12.30pm:
下定决心要好好的活在接下来的5个月，可能不会再回到这片土地了，可能会去到这片土地的其他角落，但最重要的还是活在当下，努力活过剩下在这里的日子。cheer up！
2.10pm:
去lab print资料等3点的tutorial，on web messenger，无聊得找铭闲聊。或许是我闷疯了，还是过于努力的想让自己梦醒，我寻铭的开心，差点在lab里失声大笑。关于我想失声大笑的原因，please refer to ming's blog。33113 和wabisi的故事！33113！
3.30pm:
才刚下定决心要醒过来，却又在lab里失神，差点跟不上进度。慌了一下，幸好有恩人相救！
4.45pm:
从magill回到city，去woolworth买东西，很久没有正式的吃晚餐了。买了很多材料和instant食品，这个秋天，我懒得每天费时准备晚餐。一直以来很抗拒微波食品，认为微波食品是文明社会的病态。今天，不，从今以后，我变成了文明人！
6.30pm:
又开始下雨了，吃着晚餐，看着电脑，晚餐后要准备明天的quiz。
7.30pm:
吃饱，碗洗好，一切搞定。我却无法集中精神读quiz。头脑需要松弛！
9pm:
雨持续下着，我在打着这篇blog，头脑稍微清醒，是时候回到课本上了。wish me luck！
CHEER UP!!
今天凌晨开始天公便不作美，天阴阴，细雨飘，树叶随风摇摆。早上醒来房间暗沉沉的，没有阳光，以为才7点多，原来已经9点半了。刷牙，洗脸，吃早餐，换衣，出门，搭106下magill。
10.45am:
最近很懒，没有动力，每天只是机械式般的活过来，找不到生存的意义。昏昏沉沉的来到了2008年的4月，我知道我必须醒了，只是找不到醒过来的动力。
11.15am:
享受一个人的生活，但渐渐发现，一个人生活久了就会失去了原动力，只会活在醉生梦死的日子里。挣扎着想醒过来，不断告诉自己，一切将在5个月后结束。我必须醒着，来迎接未来的日子。
11.35am:
在车上发呆，突然想起昨晚的梦。我和他睡在同一间房，却连话也说不上一句，只有点头式的打招呼和简单的眼神会意。也不知道为什么会发这样的梦，是前两天的延续吗？无所谓！忽然明白了什么叫“同床异梦”！
12.30pm:
下定决心要好好的活在接下来的5个月，可能不会再回到这片土地了，可能会去到这片土地的其他角落，但最重要的还是活在当下，努力活过剩下在这里的日子。cheer up！
2.10pm:
去lab print资料等3点的tutorial，on web messenger，无聊得找铭闲聊。或许是我闷疯了，还是过于努力的想让自己梦醒，我寻铭的开心，差点在lab里失声大笑。关于我想失声大笑的原因，please refer to ming's blog。33113 和wabisi的故事！33113！
3.30pm:
才刚下定决心要醒过来，却又在lab里失神，差点跟不上进度。慌了一下，幸好有恩人相救！
4.45pm:
从magill回到city，去woolworth买东西，很久没有正式的吃晚餐了。买了很多材料和instant食品，这个秋天，我懒得每天费时准备晚餐。一直以来很抗拒微波食品，认为微波食品是文明社会的病态。今天，不，从今以后，我变成了文明人！
6.30pm:
又开始下雨了，吃着晚餐，看着电脑，晚餐后要准备明天的quiz。
7.30pm:
吃饱，碗洗好，一切搞定。我却无法集中精神读quiz。头脑需要松弛！
9pm:
雨持续下着，我在打着这篇blog，头脑稍微清醒，是时候回到课本上了。wish me luck！
CHEER UP!!
1.4.08
April fool
I am extremely overwhelming today,
no particular reason,
but maybe because of a "comparison" of me and the two of the '7 prosperities'.
Pei and PK just had their convocation last week,
for sure they had a lot of best wishes from family and friends.
I look at them and I got overwhelming,
the feelings are unexplainable with words,
the feelings are too abstract as in a sense that they are 'feeling'.
The feelings are good,
I look at them,
I know I will be in their way soon.
I believe that we are going to walk in different paths but,
we are eternally the '7 prosperities'!
And all of a sudden I realised that today is 1st of April,
and what?
It's April fool,
and what?
My goodness!
This is the 4th month of 2008!
What have I done?
Why am I still having my days pass blurly?
What have I been doing?
I need to be awakened ASAP!
No more dreaming,
no more hibernating,
only prevision and revision!
Gosh!
I am just lacking of motivation to do these.
为了让自己振作起来，
在youtube看了最新一季的“铁甲无敌奖门人”，
超好笑！
为了让大家有美好的一天，
请回答以下问题。。。
为什么学校请老师要请瘦的？
have a nice day!
no particular reason,
but maybe because of a "comparison" of me and the two of the '7 prosperities'.
Pei and PK just had their convocation last week,
for sure they had a lot of best wishes from family and friends.
I look at them and I got overwhelming,
the feelings are unexplainable with words,
the feelings are too abstract as in a sense that they are 'feeling'.
The feelings are good,
I look at them,
I know I will be in their way soon.
I believe that we are going to walk in different paths but,
we are eternally the '7 prosperities'!
And all of a sudden I realised that today is 1st of April,
and what?
It's April fool,
and what?
My goodness!
This is the 4th month of 2008!
What have I done?
Why am I still having my days pass blurly?
What have I been doing?
I need to be awakened ASAP!
No more dreaming,
no more hibernating,
only prevision and revision!
Gosh!
I am just lacking of motivation to do these.
为了让自己振作起来，
在youtube看了最新一季的“铁甲无敌奖门人”，
超好笑！
为了让大家有美好的一天，
请回答以下问题。。。
为什么学校请老师要请瘦的？
have a nice day!
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